Wednesday, May 20, 2009
i found a reason
bir de, i was going to tell you the latest lost ideas (observations--how did we not notice!) from my brother in law and forgot.
and actually I had a few more things to say about teeth and doors and curtains.
ya bu mektup gibi oldu. daha kaliteli entryler de olacaktir elbet.
Friday, January 09, 2009
daimons and eudaimonia
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
to stay a child
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Thursday, May 01, 2008
going places, playing games
Monday, April 21, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
"we fall down the stairs to eat damp earth"
bir kavanozdan kasik kasik kahve yiyorum, oyle tatli guzel leziz ki. hatta bu niye boyle sekerli gibi derken, yedigimin kakao oldugunu anliyorum.
Allah'im! Freud beni tanisaydi...
Friday, March 28, 2008
my unconscious is anything but high culture
sources to be traced back to (typo copyright lovely student who made me laugh in the middle of the night) martian crimp thomas mann and the streets where I live and obviously lost.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
ilham perisi fasist mi?
tilkiler ve adab-i muaseret
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Monday, February 25, 2008
gidenlerden aaaah
..............................................................................................
..........................................bayağı ayıp etmiş bir insandır.
what next?
On the Purgatorial Banal in Lost: From Sawyer's Shoulders to Locke's Boxes and Beyond
The Dissemination of Embodied Ontologies: Is Your Mother A Nun?
What is Cool: Practice as Research, a Dialectical Approach
E-piss-tem-ology: The Thematic Patterns and Know-how of Internet Humour
The New Freud: Traumas of the Child of the Eighties
(Includes an Appendix)
(Some entries are: fitil, chap-stick, vatka, duran duran, portakal/turuncu)
Me: Me and me and me
Sleeping Patterns of Cats and Squirrels: A Comparative Study
Derrida/Deleuze/Foucault/Lacan: Locating the Ethical Everywhere and Anywhere
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Friday, February 15, 2008
i dreamt of you last night
apparently you live close to me--next to my house in fact--and you have been downloading music from my computer, and you say it is like i am there with you--yes that is where i eat and sleep--and i need to go somewhere, there are lots of clothes and i pick a skirt (kinda tacky white with black buttons down the front, a-line with tight waist and black flowery pattern) and oh dear i am wearing winter clothes stockings wooly and i need to take them off and i put on the skirt cause i am coming swimming.
and what is actually most touching is that i do know where you are--unlike clouseau. and that is no swimming matter, it must be very cold.
and i know your toes and your tummy.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
ayrıca
aşka yürek gerek anlasana
bin defa yanıyorum ama gitmeliyim
yaranı sarıp acını dindiremem
bak bana ben acının ta kendisiyim
lafı aslında değil mi eternal sunshine'da kızın söylediğinin birebir aynısı hani neredeyse? bilenlere sorarım, mustafa sandal'a karşı olanlara da sözüm ya sev ya terket olacaktır, hep.
yassu ligo ligo. (sto banio?)
taşlaşmak üstüne
i might see the army of stone tomorrow--self-recognition
or sing, a winter's day in a deep and dark december--self-deprecation
or stay with the image and repeat the word--self-pity
instead something happens to remind me--stone or not--identity is relational, organic, manifold.
çok şükür.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Thursday, February 07, 2008
here's to:
and the lollipops who think they are roses who think they are thoughts.
and the fools who think they are princesses who think they are loose women.
I could go on...
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Thursday, January 31, 2008
oh lord won't you buy me
a black and white rainbow
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
under the boardwalk
yes, the remembering continues, with the aid of google. spongebob squarepants. horrible cartoon, really. and uncannily relevant to my unconscious apparently...
but then again something must have happened then and there. gotta go back to the fanus hotel. (oooh even more associations.)
by the way I am also having issues with the word assessment. (what is the physical action to assess? somebody tell me please. where does it start in the body?)